I'm xian! Also known as xianism, xxxholic and xheartstation.
YES. Hello Summer and HELLO MARCH 1 XDD!! I can’t believe it’s already March and school’s semester is near to end. HOMAYAGGGADD I ONLY NOW HAVE 17 DAYS BEFORE END OF SEMESTER! YAY! SUPAAAH EXCITED! :D But of course before that, I need to pass through a very serious problem, THE FINAL EXAM. Krahahahahaha!!! The more the days pass by, the more i feel lazy to go to school. This is seriously bad. I NEED TO PASS MY SUBJECTS IN ORDER TO HAVE A PEACEFUL SUMMER VACATION. But wait— I’M GOING TO TAKE SUMMER CLASS!!!! >.< Because if I don’t I will not graduate on time. This is better. So to have my plans work all out, first, I need to pass everything. Second, take summer class. Third, pass my 4th year semesters and fourth, GRADUATE :))!!!!
Whew. Life of a student is really not easy :)
And so what happen last week?! Well, nothing much. After our BA week, it came back to normal. Oh, by the way, I was invited to enter to be an officer in our course org (management course) as Secretary. Well, I’m not really into these kind of things and honestly my first time but I want to as an opportunity for my future. Anyways, goodluck to me! :)
Oh yeah, I have one interesting thing happened last week. It was Wednesday and that subject is about Business Ethics. We actually didn’t discuss any lessons but our prof gave us some words of encouragement and inspirations and then she cried… while begging for us to study hard inorder to pass. She has some sort of a problem about her work status. I don’t know, we didn’t bother to ask. But she cried while saying “please study hard for your own sake. I believe that you are all good. You have THIS (while pointing at her head) and you are not useless. Some teachers say that you’re like this and like that but I argue with them and saying they are wrong, so promise me this time… this might be my last chance to say…” When I heard she said “this might be my last chance to say…” I thought she is dying XDDD! LOLZ! SORRY XDD!! But my classmate said that she might be terminated or whatsoever with because of misunderstanding with the system and she can’t take that anymore… I really don’t know. Anyways, while she keep crying she pointed out some students and I WAS INCLUDED. I was surprise that she believes in me so much that she had so much high expectations on me, that I have the brain and guts and she can forsee that someday I will become successful. And even said, to take me (with other students she pointed out) as their role model. THIS IS REALLY SURPRISING! And of course I’m happy that someone like her, A PROFESSIONAL, believes in me so much and adores me for being good in class. Well, actually I’m not that REALLY good but I CAN. If I really wanted, I can do so.
I remember I have read Aencille’s entry about Achiever’s World. I’m not really an achiever but I can. But what my prof said is like an achievement to me. She also gave an advice that I can aim high and I can really do it because I can. This is really great that makes me feel capable and worth-living. I experience failure once or twice because I expect so much, after that I became a person who believes that “OKAY is ENOUGH” but I guess, I can do more and what she said is true. Habang may buhay (as long as you’re alive) as they said you can do something. THANK YOU DEAR PROF. FOR SAYING THOSE THINGS TO ME. I haven’t stop believing that I can do better, I’m just afraid of being rejected, disappointed and failure. I guess I haven’t prepared for that.
Okay, I have some updates to share. I have new DevArts :) Feel free to look :D
And also, I wanna pic spam my super purdy cat XDD!! He’s just so cute I can’t resist XDDD!!
My suppaah lazy sleepy head but cutie cat, Ayumi :)
5 Comment for “Some words of encouragement…”
Rozeh @ 06-03-2010 - 10:55
I used to take Management too! :o
If only my profs back then were like yours, maybe, just maybe I’ would’ve graduated. :/
Christel @ 06-03-2010 - 21:36
Good luck with your finals, Xian! :D
WOW your professor cried.. I didn’t know that it happens in college. She maybe had the reason to let her tears out but com’on, she’s still a professor and she should not let her student see her cry. Not so professional of her, seriously.o.o;
Study to learn and not just to earn high grades.. because when you just aim to get high grades, then it’s not really studying afterall. You would probably forget all those things you “memorized” if that’s your goal. If you study to learn, you get the package: High grades + knowledge. Tadaaah! LOL. =D
Enough is not a good adjective to use because there’s beyond “enough” that you can do. =D
Chi @ 08-03-2010 - 21:16
yan ba ung pusa na pinost mo sa FB? cute! i miss having cats.
your prof reminds me of jdramas about school. and astig! role model! that’ll really make you feel good and proud of yourself.
good luck!
jessica @ 09-03-2010 - 13:54
Good luck on your finals! I’m jealous that your semester is going to end soon, I still got 3 more months.
I wish we had teachers that genuinely care about us, and I can’t believe those other teachers say that =.= YOU CAN DO IT~~~ Don’t give up!
poor your teacher D:
rejection, disappointment and failure is all part of the process when succeeding in something especially life :|
Its great that she believes in you :D! I would be stressed though if she put me in a high podium such as a role model X’D
&& I love your cat its so cute!